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  “My love for you will never die.”

  A love that spans eternity.

  For Ivy, miracles are real. After all, it was a miracle this summer when she survived a near fatal car crash. And it was a miracle that Tristan, her boyfriend who died a year ago, returned to Earth as an angel. But Ivy knows better than anyone that miracles come at a price.

  Even though Tristan has come back to Ivy, life is far from perfect. He’s a fallen angel—and he’s trapped in the body of a wanted murderer. With Tristan on the run from the police, Ivy’s not sure she’ll ever get her happy ending.

  But when it becomes clear that Ivy’s worst enemy, the demon Gregory, is back to taunt her, it’s not just Tristan’s life that’s in danger. And Gregory is hell-bent on getting what he wants: her.

  Will Ivy and Tristan ever be safe to be together? Or has Ivy run out of miracles?

  Elizabeth Chandler

  A former high school and college teacher with a Ph.D. in English Literature from the University of Rochester, Elizabeth Chandler enjoys visiting schools to talk about the process of creating books. She has written numerous picture books for children under her real name, Mary Claire Helldorfer, as well as romances for teens under her pen name, Elizabeth Chandler. Her novels include Summer in the City, Love at First Click, and the Dark Secrets series from Simon Pulse.

  When not writing, Mary Claire enjoys biking, gardening, and following the Orioles and Ravens. Mary Claire lives in Baltimore with her husband, Bob, and their cat, Puck.

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  Everlasting

  ALSO BY

  ELIZABETH CHANDLER

  Kissed by an Angel

  KISSED BY AN ANGEL, THE POWER OF LOVE, and SOULMATES

  Evercrossed

  a KISSED BY AN ANGEL novel

  Dark Secrets 1

  LEGACY OF LIES and DON’T TELL

  Dark Secrets 2

  NO TIME TO DIE and THE DEEP END OF FEAR

  The Back Door of Midnight

  a DARK SECRETS novel

  This book is a work of fiction. Any references to historical events, real people, or real locales are used fictitiously. Other names, characters, places, and incidents are the product of the author’s imagination, and any resemblance to actual events or locales or persons, living or dead, is entirely coincidental.

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  Designed by Liz Dresner

  The text of this book was set in Versailles.

  CIP Data is available from the Library of Congress.

  ISBN 978-1-4424-0921-7 (print)

  ISBN 978-1-4424-0920-0 (eBook)

  For Françoise Bui—

  Here’s to lunches in Macmillan’s cafeteria,

  the many books that have passed through our hands

  since then, and a treasured friendship.

  Contents

  Prologue

  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Chapter Eight

  Chapter Nine

  Chapter Ten

  Chapter Eleven

  Chapter Twelve

  Chapter Thirteen

  Chapter Fourteen

  Chapter Fifteen

  Chapter Sixteen

  Chapter Seventeen

  Chapter Eighteen

  Chapter Nineteen

  Chapter Twenty

  Chapter Twenty-one

  Chapter Twenty-two

  Chapter Twenty-three

  Chapter Twenty-four

  Chapter Twenty-five

  Chapter Twenty-six

  Chapter Twenty-seven

  Chapter Twenty-eight

  Acknowledgments

  Prologue

  GREGORY WAS CERTAIN NOW: IVY KNEW ABOUT HIM. She had finally realized he was inside Beth’s mind. His pleasure doubled. After all, what satisfaction was there in hurting Ivy if she didn’t know he was doing it?

  Vengeance is mine.

  Each day he was growing stronger and more skillful. From the moment he began prowling Beth’s mind, she had fought him, but he was wearing her down. Beth would soon obey him, body and soul. Let Ivy call to Tristan for help—Angel Tristan was gone. And the ever-loyal Will had turned against her.

  To get Ivy alone—that excited Gregory just as it had when he was walking the earth in his own body. Beth must have felt his excitement: Her body trembled.

  While he gained control over Beth’s mind, it would be amusing to use some of his old tactics. To create dread—to slowly torture Ivy’s mind and soul—would be nearly as much fun as killing her. And he would kill her. He would win this time.

  Vengeance is mine, he thought, and felt deep satisfaction as Beth’s lips moved silently with his words: Soon. Soon.

  One

  “INCREDIBLE!” CHASE EXCLAIMED, HIS GRAY EYES assessing Ivy with mock admiration.

  Ivy, Will, and Beth squeezed together on their picnic blanket to make room. Chase had arrived at the last minute, claiming a place on the bayside beach among the Fourth of July revelers. Somehow, he always seemed to find them.

  “Last year your boyfriend was murdered,” Chase went on, his eyes bright with amusement. “This year you hook up with a cold-blooded killer. That’s quite a dating résumé for a nice girl like you!”

  Ivy wanted to tell him off; instead, she shook her head as if she could hardly believe how badly she had been deceived. “It’s horrifying! I was totally fooled by Luke. I never thought he was capable of violence.”

  “It was obvious to me,” Chase replied.

  Will, who had been aimlessly drawing in the sand, threw aside the stick he’d been using. He lifted his head, his brown eyes narrowing with dislike. Ivy knew why.

  Chase had been curious about the stranger who had washed up on Lighthouse Beach and skeptical about Luke’s amnesia. But it was Will who had repeatedly warned her that a guy found badly beaten and unconscious, who claimed he had no idea how it happened, probably had a dark past. Ivy had attributed Will’s warnings to his habit of being protective of her. When she had ended her romantic relationship with Will, she’d chalked up his actions to jealousy. But in the end, Will’s decision to report Ivy’s new love to the police had appeared to be the right one. Luke McKenna was on the run, wanted for strangling his ex-girlfriend.

  “It’s over now,” Will said. “Let’s drop the subject.”

  “I was just thinking—” Chase persisted.

  “It’s over!” Will snapped.

  Ivy knew that, given what Will and the others didn’t know, Will’s anger with her was justified. The fact that he w
as able to keep it down to a simmer and continue to work with her at the Seabright Inn was evidence of his strong character. Last summer, when Tristan had died, Will had risked his life to save Ivy from Tristan’s murderer, Gregory. As far as her friends knew, Ivy had recently broken up with Luke because she had been deceived once more by a “cold-blooded killer.”

  “It’s not over,” Beth said.

  Everyone turned to her.

  “He will have revenge.”

  The skin on Ivy’s arm prickled. Was Beth talking about Luke—or Gregory?

  “Luke got his revenge when he strangled that girl,” Chase replied. “He’s on the lam. If he has half a brain, he’s far away by now.”

  Luke McKenna was far away, Ivy thought. He had drowned the night Tristan crawled to shore in Luke’s body. But where was Tristan?

  Ivy prayed he was somewhere safe, a place where the police would never find him and charge him with Luke’s crime. But safety meant he was far away from here, far away from her. She ached as much as she had the first time she had lost him.

  Withdrawing from the conversation, Ivy gazed out at the dark water of Cape Cod Bay. Now and then a small flare discharged, brightening the outlines of a barge laden with fireworks. People impatiently checked the time on their cell phones and watches. Finally, a bright missile shot up from the barge, and every face turned toward the sky.

  “Oh!” the spectators exclaimed in one breath. Color exploded against the night sky, bright red bars ending in a circle of stars. Ivy watched the fireworks’ falling sparks: pure bits of light suddenly going dark and drifting into nothingness.

  Why was Tristan inside Luke’s body? she wondered. Lacey claimed that Tristan had fallen the night he used his angelic powers to give life to Ivy. Was he a dark angel now? Ivy’s heart rebelled at the thought. Tristan had acted in pure love. Her stepbrother, Gregory, had acted with jealousy, greed, and deadly anger. Last summer, trying to murder her, he had killed Tristan instead. For a time, Gregory had pretended to grieve with and comfort Ivy. He’d acted the part of loving older brother with her younger brother, Philip, just to get to her. If Gregory had had his way, he would have killed them both. It was Gregory who had died and become a demon, not Tristan.

  A cascade of colors brought her back to the present. Purple splashed over brilliant green, gold spilled over purple. The sky is raining fire, she thought. She turned to look at Beth and caught her breath: Her best friend gazed back at her, fire and darkness in her eyes. A series of booms drew Beth’s attention. A finale of garish explosions bathed Beth’s upturned face in a sinister radiance.

  It was over; smoke hung heavily over the still bay. A moment of silence was followed by applause and a blast of boat horns. People around them stood up, talking excitedly about which firework was their favorite.

  “I’ve seen better,” Chase said as they crossed the beach toward Wharf Lane. “In Jackson Hole—”

  “Life must be a continual disappointment to you,” Will observed, “since you’ve always seen and experienced something better.”

  Chase shrugged. “Why pretend? I dislike false modesty. Don’t you, Elizabeth?” he added, draping his arm across Beth’s shoulders.

  Beth slid out from under his arm, and he laughed. The more Beth tried to get away from Chase, the harder he pursued her. Initially, her reunion with a boy she had known since middle-school summers on the Cape had left Beth in awe. Somehow gawky Chase Hardy had morphed into a tall, broad-shouldered guy with sea-mist eyes and dark curly hair. He could have dropped out of any one of the romances Beth liked to write. But since the night of the séance, Beth had changed, withdrawing from him, from Ivy, from most everyone but Will.

  Watching Chase and Beth together, Will frowned. Ivy wondered if it was his dislike for Chase or his surprise at Beth’s behavior that prompted his reaction. The old Beth, the most sensitive person Ivy knew, would have let a cobra rest on her shoulders if she feared she might otherwise hurt its feelings.

  For the last week Ivy had kept her discovery about Beth’s secret, hoping she was wrong—knowing she wasn’t—looking for the right moment to talk with Will about their friend. In retrospect, it seemed so clear: Beth, a natural medium, would be the easiest mind for Gregory to slip into. Still, everything about Beth, her voice and softly rounded face and feathery sweep of light-colored hair, was gentle. It was only when Ivy dared to look into Beth’s darkening eyes that she could believe Gregory was present in her friend.

  Chase fell into step with Will as they started up Wharf Lane, discussing movies. Ivy walked beside Beth, who kept her face averted, as if she were interested only in the dark hedges and stone walls that lined the narrow road. The lane ended at Route 6A, where a large Victorian house occupied one corner and an old church perched on the other. Will had parked in the pebble lot behind the church.

  “Hold up,” Will said, pausing at the edge of the lot. “I want to take a look at this place.” An artist, he was always on the hunt for interesting landscapes and buildings.

  They followed him as he circled the church. It was small, with just three sets of elongated double windows on each side, steep rooflines, and triangular dormers. A square bell tower anchored the corner of the wooden building, its high porch covered by a trussed roof forming the entrance to the church. The wood that sheathed the bell tower was laid in narrow bands, the first story running horizontally, the second vertically, with the boards below the bell cut in wavy lines as if an expert baker had iced the blocky tower with a delicate knife.

  The church’s doors were locked—Will tried them. Chase stood at the bottom of the steps, looking bored. Beth backed away from the building, her arms folded and shoulders hunched as if she were cold.

  “This isn’t a church anymore,” Ivy said, reading a lawn placard. “They’re raising money to restore the building and use it for community events.” She walked back to where Beth stood and gazed upward into the tower’s shadows, seeing a faint outline against the night sky. “It looks as if it still has its bell.”

  “‘Ask not for whom the bell tolls,’” Chase quoted in a fake British voice. “‘It tolls for thee.’”

  Beth glanced over her shoulder apprehensively, then her eyes rose to the bell. “It will toll when it’s time,” she said softly.

  “John Donne, seventeenth-century poet and homilist,” Chase continued. “He’s talking about how we don’t see our own connection to other humans, how each person whose life has been lost is our loss and—”

  “I see it,” Beth said. Then she added so quietly only Ivy could hear, “Soon. The bell will toll soon.”

  The skin on the back of Ivy’s neck felt cold. Sometimes, when Beth “saw” things, she foresaw them. Was she speaking as herself or for Gregory? Was she seeing his plan? Was someone going to die soon?

  Ivy laid a hand on her friend’s arm. “Beth—”

  Beth shook it off and walked away, taking the long route, circling the church counterclockwise back to the car.

  “Angels protect her,” Ivy prayed. “Angels protect us all.”

  Two

  TRISTAN WAS RUNNING. FROM WHAT, TO WHERE—HE didn’t know. A heart that wasn’t his pounded in his chest. His legs moved with the swiftness of someone who had been used to running, dodging, and hiding.

  But Tristan couldn’t get away—couldn’t put distance between himself and the voices—murmuring, menacing, inhuman voices. He stopped for a moment, trying to decipher words, but all he could hear were emotions: misery and rage.

  He started running again, crashing through bushes, snapping branches underfoot, sending a cascade of stones rolling over the edge of a ravine. But the noise he made did nothing to muffle the voices. No matter what he did they were there, just above his threshold of hearing.

  Out of breath, Tristan stopped a second time and found himself on the top of a ridge, looking down a steep hillside of rocks and trees. Suddenly, he remembered: The night he and Will had raced to the train bridge to save Ivy, the voices had rung in their ears. De
mons, he’d thought.

  Though his weary legs were heavy and unsteady beneath him, Tristan continued to run. He saw Ivy on the bridge as he had seen her that misty night last autumn, high above the rocks and river. He raced toward her, calling her name. He tripped, and the voices shrieked with delight as he tumbled headlong, falling, falling—

  Tristan jerked awake. It was a dream, just a dream, he said to himself. Still he cowered against the large roots of a fallen tree. Looking around him in the moonlit night, he saw that he was lying halfway down a hillside of rocks and trees. He knew where he was now: Nickerson State Park, Cape Cod, where he had hidden when he’d first escaped the hospital.

  Several weeks earlier, when he was found barely alive at the ocean’s edge and brought to the hospital, not knowing his own name, the doctors had thought he had amnesia. But the life he couldn’t recall had been Luke McKenna’s, not his, and slowly he had remembered the details of his own life as Tristan. He had remembered Ivy.

  He knew he’d died once when he was with Ivy. Returning as an angel, his mission had been to warn her about Gregory. With the help of Beth and Will, and an angel named Lacey, Tristan had succeeded. Then he’d moved on to the Light.

  So why had he returned? Tristan remembered saving Ivy a second time, when his angelic powers healed her the night of the accident on Morris Island. Ivy had told him that Gregory was back with the powers of a demon, and Tristan believed he had been sent to help Ivy again. But if that was true, why, after healing her, had he been stripped of all angelic powers—and worse, placed in the body of an accused murderer? How could he help her while on the run from the police?

  It felt like a cosmic test, one that was rigged against him. And the voices were taunting him, dooming him to failure. Were the voices the dark thoughts of Gregory?

  The only thing Tristan knew for sure was that he loved Ivy and could not bear to leave her again.